i know....dali ra kaayo... but im happy...n m sure of this... if masakitan usab, fine! kayahon.. hehehe il never learn if il never get my heart broken di ba? basta, i promise to leave part of me to myself..para di nko magpalabi.. love ya'll guys.. m happy na suod ninyo si john.. :) mmmmmmmwwwwaaaaaaah!

::THUGS:: @ 10/21/2004 10:15:00 AM

i wanted to say 'unfortunately' but guess the right word is 'finally', so FINALLY, IM OVER WD IAN. we broke up more than a month ago.. he has a new girlfriend now. the girl was his friend. a friend i was long suspicious about.. i dunno if they were already having an affair wyl ian and i were still together or if he ran to her only after we broke up. all i know is that he played me and told me lies. i got cheated by his romantic speech and i was so stupid to let him get away with it. i want to apologize to you guys coz i never listened to your advices.

BARLENE: thanks jud kayo bar coz wla jud ko nimo gbyaan. salamat sa pagcomfort nako each time nhlak ko.
RIZAH: sori kayo, kabaw ko nalain nka kay wala jud ko naminaw nimo, nagpakatanga jud ko. thanks kayo sa advices, ur words made me strong.
MABELLE: thanks sa pagkuyog nako often, i need to enjoy para di ko magtanga. salamat ayo sa mga pakatawa ha?
MINOT: hehe salamat sa tagay! mkapa-numb jud para di na nako ma-feel and sakit. hehehe sobraan nata not! laliman, everyday!hehehe
AMAE: thnx jud kau atong chat sa mcdonalds ug kato sleep ko n.u.. f napa ko haws ato, wala na jud..

ug sa uban pa ninyo. salamat jud kau. kabaw ko oa kayo ko ron, bhala na, basta i want u all to know that ur one of the best treasures in my life. from the crash and burn to the thugs, i am soooooo happy to have you all and im proud that we're still together. lets make this last forever! tnx guys. sooner or later im gonna heal.. especially na akong crush suod na nako courtesy of barlene. hehehe love ya gys, mmmmwah!

::THUGS:: @ 9/18/2004 11:07:00 AM

Yah, I had sangleon cyst operation..Dugay naman ni. Last year pa man ni but it was only last summer when i showed it to my mom and she told me na cyst diay to.. but la pa ko pa-opera pag-summer since had flag football man..hehe. but then pag-june ky nadagma ko sa football dn na-igo ako cyst..dn napisat cya..abi nako okay na but last mid-july, ni-blik cya dn ni-dako...then napa man gihapon ko football dn i joined cheerdance sad so mao to after cheerdance na ko pa-opera..don't worry guys.. out-patient rman ko as in 1 hr ra ang operation dn pag-humna ky nilaag pa gani ko..hehe. adto ko skul ky cheer for basketball... in fairness, tungod sakong bandage, nitagad si exun nako dn storya mi gamay..hehe.:) but yeah, sakit jud baya siya as in. tendon cyst man gud so naa dapit sa bone dn ngol-ngol kaayo...hala and kina-sakitan pag-injection sa anesthesia..(sakto ba spelling?)..as in! dn pag-remove sa stitches last weds...ngilo kaayo!hehe. but okay na ko ron.. gamay nalang and sakit dn maka-suwat na ko balik..hehe.

so musta naman tawn mo mga ati oi?????? dinner kaha ta SEPTEMBER 11...sa man???:) wat u say? i miss u guys so much..as in. and yeah, im smiling again..friends na mi risty.hehe. dats all i have to say about that. bow. mwah! love yah all!!!!

::THUGS:: @ 9/03/2004 09:13:00 PM

hi guyz!!! wats happening to our website naman??? nag.uga mani??? unsa man.. bz na aU mo??? ako kay bz pud.. pro karon dli na.. intrams na nxt week.. hope magkakuyog ta to watch ipay and yo dance!!! :) cant wait na jud.. know what?? after dayz of agony for loosing my fon, i finally told my dad about it.. :( its kinda sad bcoz i think hes mad at me until now juz because of that damn fone.. anyway.. i dont wana think about it.. today is mai-mai's bday.. and yesteray was barlenes bday sad... we went to cafe adriatico ganiha but there were only 6 of us.. bar, riz, ipay, poy2, mai2 and me.. :( too bad.. i thot everyone will be there.. anyhowz.. cant wait to c u peeps this coming intrams... hmm.. bel & jeffa.. come to cebu na.. hehee.. :) wish u guys r here.. and hmm... tek care of each other okies?! :) wat else?? wla na.. since i didnt have the time to post the pix of the celebrants.. let me do the honor of posting it now (sak2 ba? hehe..).. though its too late and all..

WE LOVE YOU SOOoOo MUCH!!! *smoOches*

::THUGS:: @ 8/22/2004 03:06:00 AM

miss u guys so bad!!!:(
-mabelbone

::THUGS:: @ 7/17/2004 02:00:00 AM

hala uy... lif aU nako inyong blog ipay ug mabel.. nag.huot man jud akong dughan.. feel kaau.. btaw uy... maka feel lagi ko sa nyo pain.. :( paita sad anang mga lakiha uy! grRr!!! pay... i know how strong u r.. kabaw ko na mawala ra na.. bel.. ikaw pud... agwantaha nalng na ang nawng sa iyang uyab na makit.an nmo pirmi.. bahala nag lami kaau na kumuton basta makita lang NYA na ok raka bsan wala cya pra c cya mag.salig... :( bad jud kaau cya.. naa ra juy mo abot na tym na kamo na pud ang mag cge ug katawa.. nya cla nasay mag.mahay2.. nawa lang lagi.. btaw uy.. samtang nag.tan.aw ko sa ato pic.. mingaw na kaau ko ninyo jud.. grabeh.. kabw ko bz aU mo sa inyo lyf.. ako tawn.. cge lang ug MAJONG!! heheh.. :) sugarol na kaau.. mao nalng jud akong lingaw kay ga.uga akong lyf jud.. hmpf! daghan na kaau kog gipang.huna2.. pro ok ra aU ko.. hop ok rasad mo.. nya sa katong mga d ok.. naa rami dri ha??! cge2... ad2 jud ko anang july 10.. bhala d mangad2 ang uban.. basta mo ad2 jud ko.. sat mana sa? until 4:30 akong class... really wana c u guyz.. nahan ko mo hug ninyo pag.aU.. hangtod malata mo! heeh.. i luv u sOoO much..

apwil_

::THUGS:: @ 6/29/2004 12:18:00 AM

i've been crying again...hahay. when i last cried that hard, it was over martin. damn. never thought i'd cry this soon. but he didn't do anything...really. he's just bein the same insensitive asshole that he is..but then, i still have these feelings for him...and every mondays, wednesdays and fridays, we're classmates and even sit together...gggrrr. i resolved to just lie low and act calm and unaffected so during class today, i acted as if i feel nothing..and acted calm and collected. never rode on with his jokes and laughed only a little. he knows im tired of playing games already. but then, i wanted to hold his hand under the table and tell him i missed him so much. he kept on bothering me while i was taking down notes and acted sweet sometimes. i wanted to yell at him. or slap him. damn! how can he be so insensitive?

bel, that day will come when we'll get over them. it won't be tomorrow but it will come. we just have to take one day at a time. someone will come to make us forget all about these. i am still foolishly hoping he'll grow up......but im putting this smile on my face. don't wanna waste too much tears on him. crying won't make him love me...

::THUGS:: @ 6/28/2004 09:26:00 PM